Tag Archives: Weight gain

Paying Customer

As many of you know, I’ve recently become single after being married to my ex for twenty-three years.  My ex was a foxy fox and she blossomed from a svelt 135 pounds when we married to a heart pounding 320 pounds at her max.  It was really wonderful to snuggle in with all that soft womanliness.

It’s great being married to a big girl but, like a lot of wives, she was really down on the idea of her husband checking out pornos of younger or fatter ladies.  So I reined myself in on that score.

Things are different now and I figure I’m good to go on the matter of subscribing to fat porn.  I’m a respectful guy who didn’t want to disrespect his wife; but now that I have no wife to disrespect I’m in the position of being able to support the efforts of the hard working gals in the adult entertainment industry.

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Obesity Paradise

The government keeps statistics which validate my point, but anyone with eyes in his head can tell  that — here in the good old USA — people are getting fatter, and fatter…

…and fatter.

No need to read the report.

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Face Stuffing

The best advice I know, if you want to get fat, is to eat … and eat … and eat.

If you only eat when you’re hungry and stop eating when you’re full you’re never going to reach your full potential.  Those are the kind of habits you have to break, because they’re bound to keep a girl skinny.  If you want to be the fat woman you’ve always dreamed of being you have to discipline yourself to keep eating even after you’re full.  Think you can’t put another bite into your mouth?  Yes you can!  No pain, sweetie, no gain.  And gain, as we all know, is what you want.

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Misunderstood and Maligned

I might have been born a feeder.  I can clearly remember, at the tender age of seven, getting a boner while watching a television depiction of a woman getting fat.  I didn’t realize, at first, what a weirdo that made me.  It wasn’t until later, when I was old enough to actually talk to other males about sex, that I learned how perverted my desires are.  Imagine me as a stupid kid, innocently mentioning the thrill I get whenever I hear about female weight gain.  Imagine the reaction I got from others!  I learned pretty fast that feederism is something you keep to yourself — a lesson which, unfortunately, only serves to sentence a young man to a life of isolation and shame.  It seems to me, looking back, that if I hadn’t been a feeder I might have been a happy, popular, sexually and emotional well adjusted person.  I might even have been able to have actual relationships with actual girls.

 

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In space, no one can hear you….

Yeah, it seems as if it’s going to take some time for this blog thing to get me to the point of understanding and happiness I want.

So, meantime, I’ll just keep trudging along.

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There, that’s what I was talking about…

I’d like you all to at least know what I’m talking about when I talk about feederism on the ‘net.  I just watched a YouTube movie about a girl eating a cupcake.  I found the movie to be very gratifying!

Yet I want more!

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Welcome to the Club! … (the club of the unwelcome)

Never doubt that feederism is more about sex than it is about food.  It’s about sexuality and, what’s more, It’s about the kind of sexuality that most people find repulsive.  Feederism isn’t as hideous as an attraction to children; but I kind of think it’s worse than an attraction to members of the same sex.  If you come out as gay there’s sure to be a bunch of lame brains who’ll say some hateful shit; but a lot of people will be welcoming and understanding — people will even commend you for being courageous.  It don’t work like that if you’re a feeder, not these days anyway.

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Big-Kini Dreams

If I won the lottery or something; in other words, if I had money to burn, I’d open up an on-line store for women’s clothing and call it Big-Kini (or Bigkini) Fashions.  I suppose you can guess from the name (or from the fact that you read about Bigkini in a post on this blog!)  that our aim would be to provide fat girls with oodles and oodles of sexy and attractive clothes in larger sizes.  If we end up marketing a supply of clothes that well exceeds the demand, so be it.  The fantasy is that I’d have money to burn.  I wouldn’t have to worry about making a profit, so I could concentrate on what I really care about: which is the celebration (and promotion!) of female obesity.

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Porn on YouTube

It’s amazing to me, but there are hundreds — no, thousands — no tens of thousands of weight gain videos out there on YouTube.  If you’re interested in watching a pretty young girl transform herself from thin to fat you’re in luck.  Forty years ago, when I was young, and when the women of my generation were young, there was more restraint.  From what I can tell, it’s a lot more socially acceptable for today’s young woman to fatten up than it was for her mother.  Plus, it’s easier than ever for a girl to get her hands on high calorie drinks and snacks.

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Judgment

I always expect — and I think this is more than just paranoia — that people will hate me and be disgusted by me if I open up about my feederist fantasies.  Well, that’s they’re problem — or maybe that’s your problem.  My problem is learning how to stop beating up on myself for being a feeder.

Back when I was in my twenties, I was lucky enough to become intimate with a sweet, smart, affectionate, sexy woman of my own age.  Like just about every woman in America, weight was problematic for her.  She was 5 foot 5 and weighed 120 lbs, which probably doesn’t sound like much of a problem but it was.  “I have to starve myself all the time,” she told me, “or I gain weight — and whenever I gain, even if it’s just three or four pounds, everyone in my family notices.  ‘You’re getting fat’, they all say, ‘better lay off the potato chips’.  It makes me so mad!  It makes me want to eat a huge bag of potato chips in front of them.”

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