Well, my dear friends, I’ve started a new feature here at Food is Love / Fat is Freedom. My goal, this time around, is to put the spotlight on a gorgeous feedee or gainer who I’ve encountered on the ‘net so I can tell you everything I know about her. “Know” about her in the sense that I know a friend.
Do you get it? I’m going to try to treat the focus of my sexual fetish as something more than an objectified piece of flesh. Cyber Crushing is about humanizing my voyeuristic impulses. As I’ve told you before, one thing that’s always troubled me about my obsession with things fat is that I tend to get myself worked up about women with whom I never would, and never could actually connect. The Cyber Crush feature is my attempt to buck that miserable trend. If I’m going to share my thoughts about a chubby chick it will be a chubby chick with whom I actually have some possibility of communicating. My intention, in these posts, is to talk to all of you about a woman who’s genuinely captivated me, someone who’s been “staying in my mind”, someone — is there a better phrase for this? — for whom I’ve developed a “Cyber Crush”.
So, today I’m going to introduce you to my very first Cyber Crush and highlight an exquisite young lady from Argentina. Her name is “Evelyn Perez” and she’s a fat lover’s dream. She’s got a page on Facebook and you’ve got to figure I’m not the only one who’s noticed what a knockout she is. For some reason, though, we’re Facebook “friends”. Do you like the look of my pretty young “friend”?
The point of the Cyber Crush feature is to share what I know about a fatty I can relate to as an “actual human being” — not just a sexual phantasm. Cyber Crushes are women I actually know something about. So, what do I know about Evelyn? Not as much as I wish I did, that’s for certain! I know what anyone can clearly see from her pictures: she’s definitely fat (deliciously and magnificently fat) and she looks to be thrilled with her fat body. Is anyone here surprised to hear me say that I’m beyond thrilled with her fat body. Ooooh baby!
Just take a good long look at this picture of Evelyn all decked out in her Birthday Suit. Mmmmmm… Have you ever seen anything so lovely?
OK. How cool is it to live in the 21st Century??? There was never a time in my young life when I could get a glimpse of a female nude who was anywhere near as hott as Evelyn. If you wanted to see a naked chick you’d have to buy a girlie magazine — and the girls who stripped down for girly mags were thin, thin, thin. There was NO chance to see anything a sexy as a real woman’s bona fide fat.
Oh that Evelyn! I know almost nothing about her. She’s beautiful, yes, and she’s from Argentina — those are two facts I have about her. Oh, and she has the loveliest smile.
Do I know anything else? Well, obviously, she’s young. What do you think? I’ll go with twenty. That makes her one third my age. Oy!
Evelyn is fat. Oh Lord, is she ever!! I love fat chicks. I started this blog, as you all know, just to help deal with all the shame I felt whenever I had to admit how sexy I thought fat girls are. I’m looking at a fat girl, here, with a decidedly fat belly overhang, and I’m owning up to the fact that it’s making me so happy.
See?? It’s just the kind of thing I’m into. Evelyn is fat and, because she’s fat, I want to know just how much she weighs. I want to know how long she’s been gaining weight. I want to know why she chose to be a big girl in the first place. I want to know all these things even though it shames me to have to admit that’s those are the things I’m curious about.
So, there you have it. I’ve got a Cyber Crush on a Facebook “friend”. I’ve only been on Facebook for about a week, now, and I’m using the pseudonym “Waisting Away”. You can look for me if you like. I haven’t been around long enough to make many friends, but I hope the “friendship” I’ve developed with Evelyn will be the start of something humanizing in the world of feedism.
One can only hope!